Friday, September 15, 2006

digging my hole

no writing.

just breathing. just walking. just getting dressed. just eating. just working. trying not to cry. female trouble. intense pain. treatments, probes, tests, no answers. trying to stay strong. trying not to wuss out. but get taken down by pain at the final gate.

working for the man on his evil turf. looking for new work every day. escape. i'm digging my hole behind rita hayworth's head, just like andy dufresne.

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