have had some very strange - possibly psychosomatic - maladies in the last two weeks.
1. for four days felt so unbelievably dizzy and nauseous, had to walk very slowly. did this while shopping last saturday with guy. happened at work. had to excuse myself to the bathroom the first time because a panic attack was triggered. controlled the panic attack, but still needed to be alone. upon getting up from my desk, my eyes knocked back in forth in their sockets. this has NEVER happened before (okay, except on LSD). thought i might be pregnant. considered not smoking. did. on sixth day felt feverish for 24 hours only. then again on tenth day. since, know i'm not pregnant, just a confirmed somatic.
2. cut on left thumb from placing thumb in direct path of knife blade and moving very quickly.
3. fingernail still ugly, growing back slowly. has one short hair stuck way down in it.
4. swallowed daytime pill at night instead of nighttime pills twice in one week. successfully threw up before it took effect both times. the mistake was committed with the same vigor as falling down stairs, and with possibly worse consequences.
5. note: either stop feet from smelling, or wear socks to pilates. whew!
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